I can’t wait to go back to indiana in 2 weeks and see all my friends and family.
I’m getting rid of my piece of shit and getting my truck tomorrow!!!
It’s about time and took long enough but it’s finally here. :) best news I’ve had in a while.
I have to go to court at 3 and sign a paper. And then have work at 4… Boo. Hope I’m not late. My boss would get pissed.
When I go back to Indiana I’m getting some extensions. They gonna break me though. 200 dollas lol oh well. I’m excited about going back and seeing all my old friends. And seeing Christina. :)
That is all.
So I’m sitting up at Calhoun waiting to take the GED. I’m so nervous I really hope I pass.
I’m gonna feel like a total noob and gonna be pissed if I don’t.
It’s a 8 and a half hour long test. RIDICULOUS.
I miss my friends. I went to the game last night I wish one person would have been there. Oh well. I still had a good time.
Joe stayed the night last night I didn’t sleep for shit. I don’t know why but I kept waking up to make sure he was still there and okay. Lol weird I know.
My dads always bitching at me. I’m ready to move out.
Ashley is talking to mrs walker today. She wants me to come hang out with the girls in girls bible. I want too.
This is all.
Gahhhh. Work has been so freakin slow lately it’s ridiculous. I’m not making that much money at all. :/
I’m gonna get another job too so I can save up money for the baby. I wanna be the best mother i can be regardless of what people think I can and can’t do.
I miss having girls to talk to. It’s sad. And makes me depressed.
I love joe but I just wish I had one girl I could tell everything too. But I don’t. And it hurts my feelings because it’s all because I’m pregnant at 18 and everyone is snooty ass holes and don’t want to talk to me anymore.
I’m dealing with it. Atleast I have my family and joe. There is one girl I can tell everything to but she lives in Indiana. So it’s like I have no one. I can’t wait to see her march 8th.
That is all.
Everyone that screwed me, you know who you are. Burn in hell :) because you aren’t Christians like you CLAIM to be.
I know I’m not perfect but I would never judge someone for being pregnant.
Work was boring as always.
I wish I would finally feel the baby moving around in there I so totally wanna feel it for the first time! The doctor said any day now. I can’t believe I’m 5 months pregnant. Where has the time gone?
I love my fiancé. The sound of that sounds better and better every day. He is the best guy ever. :)
I don’t wanna go to work tomorrow. I wish I could make money sleeping.
I realized I don’t really have any friends. Lol except the ladies I work with. Oh well.
I still love my life even though I’m ready to start the new part with Joseph and our child. :)
Oh and a big fuck you to the people that judge.
It’s crazy reading my posts from a couple months ago when I was freakin out about plans for college and now I’m preparing to have a kid in less than 6 months.
I would have never thought I was going to be a mom so young. But I found out who is actually there for me and who isn’t.
And I don’t honestly care. Is that awfully of me to say? They aren’t the same people I thought they were either. Well not anymore anyways. Especially the people I called my best friends. It’s okay though life goes on.
I’m perfectly happy with my life.
I haven’t been on here or posted anything in a while. But I felt the need to vent.
Isn’t it funny how when something dramatic or serious happens in your life the people you thought would always be there, or the ones you thought were so close to you, people you thought were even your best friends seem to disappear as if you never existed. And the people you wouldn’t think would be there are? Its kind of mind blowing. But I know the people that are in my life now are the only ones that matter. Not the ones before. And at first it bothered me but now it doesn’t at all.
People can live their lives the way they want too. If they wanna drink every night let them. If they wanna hook up with a bunch of guys whatever. I’m not the person to judge. Only God can judge.
Btw, Drake is magnificent. :) I love him.
And I have baby names picked out I can’t wait to find out what the gender is. I know God has a plan that he’s blessing me with every day :)